You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in
Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend,
I'll fight and defend
Yeah, yeah!
Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Hear me when I say, when I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah!
La da da da
La da da da
La da da da da da da da da
Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Keep holding on...
Keep holding on
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
count on me - bruno mars (;
If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea,
I'll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see,
I'll be the light to guide you
Find out what we're made of
When we are called to help our friends in need
You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
And you'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah
Woooooooh, Woooooooh
Yeah, Yeah
If you're tossing and you're turning and you just can't fall asleep,
I'll sing a song beside you
And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me,
Everyday I will remind you, ohh
Find out what we're made of
When we are called to help our friends in need
You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
And you'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah
Wooooooh, Wooooooh
Yeah, Yeah
You'll always have my shoulder when you cry
I'll never let go, never say goodbye
You know you can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
And you'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah
Oohhhh, ohhhhh
You can count on me cause I can count on you
i don't wanna miss a thing - aerosmith ♥
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
Far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing ♥
i call it 'love' ♥
its already (around) 2 months i become a tenth grader. just feel flat, chatting and having fun with my friends, laughing, do some insanity activites, etc. stress out with school tests and assignments just like the other students without thinking about love. until oneday..............
gue baca status bbm si pip: i ♥ u, u ♥ me, we are happy family..
lalu dengan modal iseng gue bbm dia: cieee, happy family am sypa tuh? ***** yah? wkwk xp (krna dy dikelas diledek"in ama ***** mulu)
then he replied: eh enggaa, bukan kok, bla"...
me: ah, yg benerr... kamu mah ud ga setia lg sm aku (?) wkwkwkwkwk *menggila*
him: ngga kok, aku kan slalu setia sama km.. wkwkwkwwkw *sama gilanya*
and then it continues................... until now. until this second i write this post.
jd sejarahnya tuh gini...................
waktu acara penutupan mabis, siswa siswi pergi ke cibodas *kalo ga salah* buat outbond gitu.
nah kelompoknya itu ditentuin sama osis, dan pas itu gue jd kenal sama sella. jd gue tiap outbond slalu nempel sm sella.
awal" gue ga kenal sypapun anak kelompok gue kecuali sella. pas udah mulai main 2 prmainan, mulai kliatan tuh gilanya masing" anak. pertamanya gw mkir: wah gile ini anaknya nerd" semua -___-
tp ternyata ga semua. banyak yg kocak, dan nyatanya gue sm sella ga bs brenti ketawa, bahkan gue sempet ketawa sampe sesek napas cm gara" mreka" yg gila. hahahaha ! (terutama bam)
trus di salah satu permainan (mainan yg kyk kucing tikus or whatever it called) gue dibelakang bam, trus gue bilang: eh sorry ya kalo gue agak sdikit meremas (maksudnya mremas pundaknya)
trus dy malah bilang: loh bukannya yg biasa meremas" tuh cowo ya? *nada polos dan innocent*
gue: *cengo bentar* LOLOLOLOL :DD
gue makin penasaran sm ni anak gila satu. gue tanya: nama lo siapa sih? dy jawab: *****. oh lu kelas x brapa? dy jwb: x3. gue: wahhh kita sekelas !! :D
when we've already got into the reality as a student, tiap gue ktmu dia kt cm saling lempar senyum aja. tp dy diem dikelas, ga ngegila kyk waktu putbond. gue pikir yg bakal menjadi perusuh kelas salah satunya dia, tp trnyata engga :( hahaha.
cuma berawal dr 'bbm iseng' dengan modal 'insanity' kita berdua, kt jd kyk lem ama perangko.
gue gatau kenapa jadinya bisa kyk gini, apakah udah Tuhan yg atur (?)
soalnya tiap x kt in a serious relationship sama orang, pasti dimulai dengan awal pdkt yg bener, bukan dengan keisengan dan kegilaan kyk gini. sounds weird actually, but.... that's what makes us unique. :D
he's an innocent guy. dia sangat polos dan bocah. takut hantu, sama takut luka ato daging yg terluka" gitu. penakut ! ;p
polos abis, kalo ngomong nadanya prsis anak kecil. badannya kurus kecil berkacamata item kyk bopung (?) maaf ya cah ! ;p
kerjaannya selingkuh sama dota. pengen gue lenyapin semua game online yg ada di muka bumi spy ga ad yg bs dimaenin. wkwkwk.
tapi bocah" gini mantannya 5, gue aja ga nyangka stngah percya dengernya. wkwk. gue aj cm 2 ==
yah pokoknya gitulah, pertama x rasanya gue ngerasain polinlop ama berondong (dy lbh muda sebulan sehari) dan sifatnya emg elementary student abis. hehe. lumayan lah cari pengalaman baru. gue jg gtau kenapa dy bs nyangkut trus gmau lepas dr hati gue *cie* wkwkwk.
gue sh sampe saat ini belom jadian, tp gatau selanjutnya gimana. yah tunggu aja episode selanjutnya dan tanggal mainnya (?) hahaha.. ;p
i love you, you love me, we are happy family XD
i do love you b.a.m :') ♥
senior. high. school :D
heyyaaa my dearest blog, seems like long time i'm not tickling you by typing on your body (?) hahaha jk *actually not funny -___-*
i wanna share maannnnnyyyyy things to you, of course about high school. i had a week for MABIS (masa bimbingan siswa) that's making me like a crazy patient who escape from the mental hospital.
the assignment was we must used a big name tag with rafia rope around our body, and we wrote our name and put a 4R PHOTO with no smile and ears exist. that's really weird, plus we must used bag from the flour sack and we must decorate it. that was the first time i'm become a real crazy person -_____-
we done many activities that tiring, boring, freaking us out, and also fun! after a week of MABIS we even miss the time when we got MABIS, the song, the freak style who called 'salam mabis', and every moment that we had when MABIS. when we heard that we must be a 'crazy person', we feel like what the fck MABIS is, it is really unimportant, its torment us, etc but we learn from MABIS that we can acquainted with other students from different jhs, and you know, there's a student who is really handsomeeee :D but unfortunately he is a 'bandit'. he's smoke, always went home night, friends with the other 'bandit' from my shs. i just proud of him because of his handsome-ness (?) , but i not like him :)
then the real school starts, the very first week i feel sleepy all the time, i think its because of the teacher that bored in teaching, but there's also some teacher who's fun :) then the second week my 'sleepy devil' a bit gone from me.
oh ya i almost forget about my class, i got the X3 class and i'm very luck got that because me, nieke and dev got the same class and you know, the member of X3 class is very" noisy, there's yuda octa thomas, also cio and tony who are always make X3 class crowded and noisy but really" fun :DD
we have a good relationship with the other member of the class *especially the girls*, they're all kind and not arrogant, but there's a student name grace who's a lil bit freak *sorry but that's the fact :(*
we're just two weeks together but we already had a lot of fun together, and we feel like we are the most cohesive class. some teachers said that X3 is the most noisy class. i'm proud of it but we musn't to noisy because we must care of our leader class, octa because if we make too much noise in the class, the leader of the class will call by our home teacher who is mrs.atik and got a warning.
X3 also have a bbm group, that's always noisy too. as we know that X3 is the most noisy class, but not only in the class, outside the school time X3 is still noisy in bbm. wkwkwk ;p
enough about the X3 class, now i wanna talk about the lessons. shs have much more lessons than jhs *of course* , and the lesson is harder than jhs *of course again* especially for the mathematics. it's killing me slowly and the problem is, i NEED a mafia course. REALLY NEED it.
i can't study by myself like i do in jhs because is getting harder and i'm give up. and i think for the biology and physics is almost same like in jhs, and the other lessons like geography, economy ans sosiology is fine. but the teacher who teach history and civics isn't good so its easy to get bored at her lesson. i take a photography for the extracuriculer and i take DANCE for the art lesson hahahaha :DD i try the music class and you know, its so damn boring and the teacher isn't good. so i prefer dance because dance is an enjoyable lesson wkwkwk ;p
the TEACHER- who's good for me is mrs.susi who teach sosiology, mr.frans who teach economy *but sometimes i got bored too at his lesson*, mrs.atik who teach biology *she ever said that on dating we must have a good way dating like in arti sahabat sinetron, hahaha ;p*,and ms.vita who teach english.
i my first two weeks i already got some homeworks and you know the first hw is math who's really hard. and also cfd assignment to make a one week diary, and also mandarin hw. also have a listening test *english*.
i think enough for today because i feel sooo sleepy typing this that makes me oftenly type a wrong letters. so, see you soon with the next episode and new story and experience ! :DD
i wanna share maannnnnyyyyy things to you, of course about high school. i had a week for MABIS (masa bimbingan siswa) that's making me like a crazy patient who escape from the mental hospital.
the assignment was we must used a big name tag with rafia rope around our body, and we wrote our name and put a 4R PHOTO with no smile and ears exist. that's really weird, plus we must used bag from the flour sack and we must decorate it. that was the first time i'm become a real crazy person -_____-
we done many activities that tiring, boring, freaking us out, and also fun! after a week of MABIS we even miss the time when we got MABIS, the song, the freak style who called 'salam mabis', and every moment that we had when MABIS. when we heard that we must be a 'crazy person', we feel like what the fck MABIS is, it is really unimportant, its torment us, etc but we learn from MABIS that we can acquainted with other students from different jhs, and you know, there's a student who is really handsomeeee :D but unfortunately he is a 'bandit'. he's smoke, always went home night, friends with the other 'bandit' from my shs. i just proud of him because of his handsome-ness (?) , but i not like him :)
then the real school starts, the very first week i feel sleepy all the time, i think its because of the teacher that bored in teaching, but there's also some teacher who's fun :) then the second week my 'sleepy devil' a bit gone from me.
oh ya i almost forget about my class, i got the X3 class and i'm very luck got that because me, nieke and dev got the same class and you know, the member of X3 class is very" noisy, there's yuda octa thomas, also cio and tony who are always make X3 class crowded and noisy but really" fun :DD
we have a good relationship with the other member of the class *especially the girls*, they're all kind and not arrogant, but there's a student name grace who's a lil bit freak *sorry but that's the fact :(*
we're just two weeks together but we already had a lot of fun together, and we feel like we are the most cohesive class. some teachers said that X3 is the most noisy class. i'm proud of it but we musn't to noisy because we must care of our leader class, octa because if we make too much noise in the class, the leader of the class will call by our home teacher who is mrs.atik and got a warning.
X3 also have a bbm group, that's always noisy too. as we know that X3 is the most noisy class, but not only in the class, outside the school time X3 is still noisy in bbm. wkwkwk ;p
enough about the X3 class, now i wanna talk about the lessons. shs have much more lessons than jhs *of course* , and the lesson is harder than jhs *of course again* especially for the mathematics. it's killing me slowly and the problem is, i NEED a mafia course. REALLY NEED it.
i can't study by myself like i do in jhs because is getting harder and i'm give up. and i think for the biology and physics is almost same like in jhs, and the other lessons like geography, economy ans sosiology is fine. but the teacher who teach history and civics isn't good so its easy to get bored at her lesson. i take a photography for the extracuriculer and i take DANCE for the art lesson hahahaha :DD i try the music class and you know, its so damn boring and the teacher isn't good. so i prefer dance because dance is an enjoyable lesson wkwkwk ;p
the TEACHER- who's good for me is mrs.susi who teach sosiology, mr.frans who teach economy *but sometimes i got bored too at his lesson*, mrs.atik who teach biology *she ever said that on dating we must have a good way dating like in arti sahabat sinetron, hahaha ;p*,and ms.vita who teach english.
i my first two weeks i already got some homeworks and you know the first hw is math who's really hard. and also cfd assignment to make a one week diary, and also mandarin hw. also have a listening test *english*.
i think enough for today because i feel sooo sleepy typing this that makes me oftenly type a wrong letters. so, see you soon with the next episode and new story and experience ! :DD
just about tokio hotel's songs.
i just wanna give some information for u all, because there are some of my friends asking me what's the good song from tokio hotel but it's hard for me to say because i love ALL their songs ;)
so, i give you a clue if you wanna find out some good tokio hotel's songs.
*PS: sorry i'm not included the germany album because i don;'t really know about it*
first, in their album scream:
♥ if you want to hear the mellow rock one, here are the songs:
. rescue me
. don't jump
. on the edge
. forgotten children
. sacred
♥ if you wanna hear the rock one, here are the songs:
. live every second
. monsoon
. 1000 oceans
. love is dead
♥ if you wanna hear the heavy rock one, here are the songs:
. scream
. break away
. ready set go
Second, the humanoid album:
♥ if you want to hear the mellow rock one, here are the songs:
. zoom into me
. world behind my wall
. in your shadow (i can shine)
♥ if you wanna hear the rock one, here are the songs:
. automatic
. that day
. alien
. down on you (bonus track)
. phantomrider
. forever now
. noise
♥ if you wanna hear the heavy rock one, here are the songs:
. darkside of the sun
. dogs unleashed
. humanoid
. human connect to human
. pain of love
. love and death
. hey you
and of course you must hear : tokio hotel feat. kerli - STRANGE OST alice in wonderland :) genre: rock
hope this'll help you to find good tokio hotel's songs, sorry if there's any fault because this is just my opinion.
thank you :)
so, i give you a clue if you wanna find out some good tokio hotel's songs.
*PS: sorry i'm not included the germany album because i don;'t really know about it*
first, in their album scream:
♥ if you want to hear the mellow rock one, here are the songs:
. rescue me
. don't jump
. on the edge
. forgotten children
. sacred
♥ if you wanna hear the rock one, here are the songs:
. live every second
. monsoon
. 1000 oceans
. love is dead
♥ if you wanna hear the heavy rock one, here are the songs:
. scream
. break away
. ready set go
Second, the humanoid album:
♥ if you want to hear the mellow rock one, here are the songs:
. zoom into me
. world behind my wall
. in your shadow (i can shine)
♥ if you wanna hear the rock one, here are the songs:
. automatic
. that day
. alien
. down on you (bonus track)
. phantomrider
. forever now
. noise
♥ if you wanna hear the heavy rock one, here are the songs:
. darkside of the sun
. dogs unleashed
. humanoid
. human connect to human
. pain of love
. love and death
. hey you
and of course you must hear : tokio hotel feat. kerli - STRANGE OST alice in wonderland :) genre: rock
hope this'll help you to find good tokio hotel's songs, sorry if there's any fault because this is just my opinion.
thank you :)
be myself a.k.a be yourself :)
one night, i tried to sleep early in order to charge my energy to stay awake @ the early morning to watch WC germany vs spain. but unfortunately i got insomnia then because of it, many random thoughts come to my mind. i suddenly remembered what subject must i choose @ 2nd high school later. what should i choose, is it science or social ? i know that 2 of them are difficult in it's way, and because of that i feel like "i'm a girl who has no future" because i'm not good at those subject :(
actually, what subject will i choose is constituted by what i want to be when i grow up, and it's automatically affect what i should choose @ college and also high school.
anyway, talking about choosing something, makes my mind remember a proverb: "life is a choice".
no choice, no life.
i often think that someday i wanna be like Miles Davis, a jazz composer or Tokio Hotel, a rock band/rockstar. or maybe the other famous artist or inventor, or famous professor, or a smart person, etc.
but suddenly there's something whispered and reminds me *so poetic* :
"God gives u a life that u have to live it.u are the controller, u are the chooser, and God gives u a chance to choose your path, and also to DO HIS WORDS in your life with every challenge that will strengthen you."
BE YOURSELF.
yap, that two words comes to my mind, those words are so meaningful.
it could mean like this: God gives u a chance to choose your path, your OWN path, He wants you to be yourself not someone's, purely you. so if you got obsessed with someone and u want to be like them, just pick their experience and learn from it. DON'T stare to be just like them, keep believe in yourself, make your life as a 'trendsetter' not as a 'follower'.
just trust in God, follow his clue, and believe in yourself. good luck !
PS: *sorry kalo agak ngelantur. just random thoughts ;)*
actually, what subject will i choose is constituted by what i want to be when i grow up, and it's automatically affect what i should choose @ college and also high school.
anyway, talking about choosing something, makes my mind remember a proverb: "life is a choice".
no choice, no life.
i often think that someday i wanna be like Miles Davis, a jazz composer or Tokio Hotel, a rock band/rockstar. or maybe the other famous artist or inventor, or famous professor, or a smart person, etc.
but suddenly there's something whispered and reminds me *so poetic* :
"God gives u a life that u have to live it.u are the controller, u are the chooser, and God gives u a chance to choose your path, and also to DO HIS WORDS in your life with every challenge that will strengthen you."
BE YOURSELF.
yap, that two words comes to my mind, those words are so meaningful.
it could mean like this: God gives u a chance to choose your path, your OWN path, He wants you to be yourself not someone's, purely you. so if you got obsessed with someone and u want to be like them, just pick their experience and learn from it. DON'T stare to be just like them, keep believe in yourself, make your life as a 'trendsetter' not as a 'follower'.
just trust in God, follow his clue, and believe in yourself. good luck !
PS: *sorry kalo agak ngelantur. just random thoughts ;)*
a day trip to bogor
yesterday, monday 21st june 2010 i had a trip to bogor for a day with my cousin and grandma and mom. i wanna tell my experience in bogor but first of all, i wanna say HAPPY BDAY to my dad's mother (my grandma) it's her 70th bday, may God bless you always and forever, give healthy and wish the best for her, hope that her won't forget Jesus during her life. GBU !
okay, we'll start. at about half past ten am my grandma and my grandma's sister come to my house. this bogor trip is my grandma's sister idea, i call her oma bel. we have a breakfast @ my house then we went to my cousin's house to pick my auntie and my cousins. then we start our journey to bogor. we arrived at bogor at about 01.00 pm then immediately have lunch in pangsit pengantin gg.auk .we've got confused for searching that restaurant because that restaurant is my mom's favourite and pangsit pengantin is one of typical food there. i have nasi campur for my lunch, the other have pangsit pengantin and ngohiong. after lunch, we bought some snacks like combro, and otak-otak . after that we heading to tajur (it's a famous bag store in bogor) during the way to tajur we ate the combro that we've bught, it tastes nice and full of meat inside. then we arrived @ tajur. we look for bags there, my mom bought one bag, oma bel bought a sandal, and maybe my auntie (don't know if it's true or not) bought a sandal too. then we cross to tajur fashion, it's almost the same there, but the difference is just they're selling clothes too. we don;t bought anything there, and we got back to tajur and bought some durian ice and bakso abang". the ice durian tastes nice and sweet for me, and i also try the bakso abang". hmm tasty enough but i know the seller is using MSG for the bakso. and I also bought it to take home. after that we heading to taman istana bogor where we can feed the deer (but we just feed from the outside fence) first we bought one tie carrot (it's the deer food) for my cousin, Gaby. it's cost 500/one tie. then we bought 3 tie again for me, Gaby, my mom and grandma to feed that. it's so damn fun and cute ! this is my first time feet the deer. then we bought again (for the last time) 2000 rupiahs (one bag of carrot) but the carrot its too short, we were a bit scared if the deer bite our hand but the carrot seller told us that the deer won't bite our hand. then we feed it again, but the last shortest carrot we don't feed it by hand but we just throw it near them because we afraid the deer bite our hand. unfortunately, jason (gaby's lil bro) was sleeping when we feed the deer, if he woke up i tought that he'll feel so excited and happy looking for the deer. then we must say goodbye to the deer and we go. the driver ask us if we want to go to the mall or not, and Gaby said with spirit YES! immediately. so we went to a mall and Gaby ate texas in there. she has spaghetti for her evening meal. she excited with the sliding there and she ate the spaghetti by herself in a table that design especially for kids. the we got back home at about 06.30 pm and i arrived at my home at 08.30 pm and say gbye to oma bel and my auntie and my cousin . bbye ! that's my experience in bogor. :)
okay, we'll start. at about half past ten am my grandma and my grandma's sister come to my house. this bogor trip is my grandma's sister idea, i call her oma bel. we have a breakfast @ my house then we went to my cousin's house to pick my auntie and my cousins. then we start our journey to bogor. we arrived at bogor at about 01.00 pm then immediately have lunch in pangsit pengantin gg.auk .we've got confused for searching that restaurant because that restaurant is my mom's favourite and pangsit pengantin is one of typical food there. i have nasi campur for my lunch, the other have pangsit pengantin and ngohiong. after lunch, we bought some snacks like combro, and otak-otak . after that we heading to tajur (it's a famous bag store in bogor) during the way to tajur we ate the combro that we've bught, it tastes nice and full of meat inside. then we arrived @ tajur. we look for bags there, my mom bought one bag, oma bel bought a sandal, and maybe my auntie (don't know if it's true or not) bought a sandal too. then we cross to tajur fashion, it's almost the same there, but the difference is just they're selling clothes too. we don;t bought anything there, and we got back to tajur and bought some durian ice and bakso abang". the ice durian tastes nice and sweet for me, and i also try the bakso abang". hmm tasty enough but i know the seller is using MSG for the bakso. and I also bought it to take home. after that we heading to taman istana bogor where we can feed the deer (but we just feed from the outside fence) first we bought one tie carrot (it's the deer food) for my cousin, Gaby. it's cost 500/one tie. then we bought 3 tie again for me, Gaby, my mom and grandma to feed that. it's so damn fun and cute ! this is my first time feet the deer. then we bought again (for the last time) 2000 rupiahs (one bag of carrot) but the carrot its too short, we were a bit scared if the deer bite our hand but the carrot seller told us that the deer won't bite our hand. then we feed it again, but the last shortest carrot we don't feed it by hand but we just throw it near them because we afraid the deer bite our hand. unfortunately, jason (gaby's lil bro) was sleeping when we feed the deer, if he woke up i tought that he'll feel so excited and happy looking for the deer. then we must say goodbye to the deer and we go. the driver ask us if we want to go to the mall or not, and Gaby said with spirit YES! immediately. so we went to a mall and Gaby ate texas in there. she has spaghetti for her evening meal. she excited with the sliding there and she ate the spaghetti by herself in a table that design especially for kids. the we got back home at about 06.30 pm and i arrived at my home at 08.30 pm and say gbye to oma bel and my auntie and my cousin . bbye ! that's my experience in bogor. :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEE :DD ♥
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JES ! WYATB, GBU !
today is 15th of june 2010, where my age grow older one year become 15. yes, its 15-15. date 15, and age 15. nice ♥
at 00:00 pm, my mom show me birthday cake for surprise, its tutti frutti cake with white chocalte for the topping. and there's a word "happy birthday jessica" in the top of it. and my mom also bought me 15 chocolate ball appropriate with my age. (my mom bought it @ harvest chocolate alam sutera) and my parents congrats me a happy bday and also some presents. then i went sleep so i could woke up earlier in the morning.
at 6:45 am, i'm woken with my alarm. and it's amazing for me because i immediately woke up when hear the alarm from my hp. dunno why, maybe it's because of my bday. wkwk.
the i start up my day with opening some presents from my siblings and friends. i love all the presents. thankyou so muchh aunty and friends, i love it ♥
the i went to take a bath and waiting for my grandma's sister to come to my house and also my cousin. after they're already came, we started to inflatable 15 candles, cut the cake and give my first slice of cake to mom, singing happy birthday, make a wish, take some photos *but the result is bad :(* and we get ready to go to lippo to have a lunch in gokana.
after we had a lunch, me and my sister play @ timezone but i can't play the jet coaster because my sister has not enough age to play that. so i play thotd til i satisfied *and til my left hand feels like hit by a big rock* and then we go home.
at 19.00 pm we go to have a dinner with subroto's fam, *my sist stay at my home without her mom and bro* @ dapur sedap. i thought my fav fish tastes not as well as the last time we ate there but no prob, i still like it. and in 21.00 pm, we go home.
that's my 15th birthday journey, it's simple but very meaningful for me. special thanks for my mom and dad, love ya soo muchh :**** XOXO. also big thanks for everyone for the bday greetings and presents, Gbu :)
today is 15th of june 2010, where my age grow older one year become 15. yes, its 15-15. date 15, and age 15. nice ♥
at 00:00 pm, my mom show me birthday cake for surprise, its tutti frutti cake with white chocalte for the topping. and there's a word "happy birthday jessica" in the top of it. and my mom also bought me 15 chocolate ball appropriate with my age. (my mom bought it @ harvest chocolate alam sutera) and my parents congrats me a happy bday and also some presents. then i went sleep so i could woke up earlier in the morning.
at 6:45 am, i'm woken with my alarm. and it's amazing for me because i immediately woke up when hear the alarm from my hp. dunno why, maybe it's because of my bday. wkwk.
the i start up my day with opening some presents from my siblings and friends. i love all the presents. thankyou so muchh aunty and friends, i love it ♥
the i went to take a bath and waiting for my grandma's sister to come to my house and also my cousin. after they're already came, we started to inflatable 15 candles, cut the cake and give my first slice of cake to mom, singing happy birthday, make a wish, take some photos *but the result is bad :(* and we get ready to go to lippo to have a lunch in gokana.
after we had a lunch, me and my sister play @ timezone but i can't play the jet coaster because my sister has not enough age to play that. so i play thotd til i satisfied *and til my left hand feels like hit by a big rock* and then we go home.
at 19.00 pm we go to have a dinner with subroto's fam, *my sist stay at my home without her mom and bro* @ dapur sedap. i thought my fav fish tastes not as well as the last time we ate there but no prob, i still like it. and in 21.00 pm, we go home.
that's my 15th birthday journey, it's simple but very meaningful for me. special thanks for my mom and dad, love ya soo muchh :**** XOXO. also big thanks for everyone for the bday greetings and presents, Gbu :)
more about kaulitz twins :)) ♥ ♥
Bill Kaulitz ! - the singer soft kind young patient emo one (:
*sorry, i wanna fix my previous blog, there's something wrong. i said in there that "Bill has started to dress goth / emo since 9th years old, also Tom dress like a rapper since the same age." actually i don't know exactly how old is them, maybe 7 years old, or somehow. sorry*
-Allergic of apples
-Doesn’t like chocolate
-Uses 30 min to get ready in the mornings
-Was only 5 years old when he took part in a movie.
-Allergic of mosquito/wasps
-Has divorced parents
-Says that he doesnt smoke, even though he has been caught while smoking with his friends on a resturant. errrr ==
-Born 10 minutes after his twin brother, Tom
-Has a dog called “Scotty”, and a cute cat called “Kasimir”
-Was only 7 years old when he started writing his own songs.
-Was really good at school, he got 1.9 in average. ( 1 is best, og 6 is the worse).
-He hates sports
-Says that he’s a very sensitive person (emo?)
-Has been single since 2, 1/2 years now, and hasn't kissed any girls since that.
-Has the voice of “Arthur” in the animation movie “Arthur and the Minimoys” which came out 25.january 2007.
-Wants to fall in love again.
-Doesnt sees any impossibility falling in love with a fan, because then she could understand him better, and that he has to spend a lot of time with the band.
- started to begin into entertainment world since 5 yo.
Bill about his dream girl
*sorry, i wanna fix my previous blog, there's something wrong. i said in there that "Bill has started to dress goth / emo since 9th years old, also Tom dress like a rapper since the same age." actually i don't know exactly how old is them, maybe 7 years old, or somehow. sorry*
-Allergic of apples
-Doesn’t like chocolate
-Uses 30 min to get ready in the mornings
-Was only 5 years old when he took part in a movie.
-Allergic of mosquito/wasps
-Has divorced parents
-Says that he doesnt smoke, even though he has been caught while smoking with his friends on a resturant. errrr ==
-Born 10 minutes after his twin brother, Tom
-Has a dog called “Scotty”, and a cute cat called “Kasimir”
-Was only 7 years old when he started writing his own songs.
-Was really good at school, he got 1.9 in average. ( 1 is best, og 6 is the worse).
-He hates sports
-Says that he’s a very sensitive person (emo?)
-Has been single since 2, 1/2 years now, and hasn't kissed any girls since that.
-Has the voice of “Arthur” in the animation movie “Arthur and the Minimoys” which came out 25.january 2007.
-Wants to fall in love again.
-Doesnt sees any impossibility falling in love with a fan, because then she could understand him better, and that he has to spend a lot of time with the band.
- started to begin into entertainment world since 5 yo.
Bill about his dream girl
Height: 10 cm lower than me, I don’t like the girls who’s higher than me.
Haircolour: dark hair, brown or black.
Style: Whatever,doesn’t really matter, but she has to have the style which suits her really much, and I think it should be manifoldly.
Character: Uncontrollable!
Most important for her: true love
Boobs: Doesn’t really matter.
Arms: soft as the babies
Body: Not too skinny, and not too heavy.
Music she listens to has to be: not important.
Where she lives: Not in German!!, it’t most better for me if she doesnt live here.
Fan or not: Hmmm, I don’t know, the most important thing is that she loves me,and not my money
Did you know......
Bill sometimes forget to brush his teeth at night?
…Bill is afraid that he and Tom will get in a big fight and never speak to each other again?
…the mark on Bills hairspray is “Kyrell”?
…Bills favorite eyeliner is Maybeline?
…Bill whistles when he’s in the shower?
…Bill is allergic too apples and mosquito bites?
…his favorite color is orange?
…he hate his feets?
…he hates crying fans?
…Bill would sleep untill 6 pm if he could?
…Bill got his fist kiss when he was 9 years old
…he is right-handed?
…he don’t wear makeup when he’s at home, and alone?
…Bill is very superstitious?
…Bill allways has a teddy bear with him to TH’s concerts?
…he hates potatoes and broccoli, and once he eat a whole plate of broccoli and threw up afterwards?
…he hates when girls bites their nails, but when he’s nervous he does it himself?
…he is afraid of insects, and expecially spiders?
…during the Echo Awards 2007 Bill got stopped when he wanted to go to the men’s room, because the watchman thought he was a girl?
…Bill only sleeps in his underpants?
…When he make up a song he sings it to Tom, so he can play it for him?
…Bill doesen’t wan’t to sing before 8 am, because he think that his voice has not woke up yet.
…He don’t like liars and unreliable people?
…He want one more tatoo, there’s placed below the one he has on his hip?
…If somebody tells him that some of his fans is sick, he can think about it for days?
…He and Tom shared their room when they were younger?
…When he was 6 years old he had to look after a rabit, but it ran away?
…He listens to “White Flag” when he has to write songs?
…Bill is more close to Tom, than his mother (Simone)?
…When he was a little boy, he wanted to be a wizard?
…he think that it’s strenuous to reach the high notes?
…he has a T-mobile Sidekick II ?
…He don’t wan’t his girlfriend to be taller than himself?
…Bill loves the yellow “Maoam’s” ?
…Once he spended 17.000€ in a Diesel store, in 30 minutes?
…He’s afraid of seaweed?
…He loves girls that screams to concerts?
…His granny call him “Macky”?
…He feel’s guitly when he had one-night-stands?
…Bill likes to sew?
…He had stragefright before?
…He don’t like when fans dress like him?
…He spends his money very fast?
…He don’t do his own laundry ?
…He don’t wan’t to get maried - ever ?
…He thinks that he and Tom are bad to break up with girls?
…At McDonal’s he allways order a Big Mac, 6 nuggets and a vanlilla milkshake?
…His favorite animal is a monkey?
…He think that Georg and Tom talks vulgar?
…He rather want’s a girl with a good ass, than a girl with big breasts?
…He knows how to play keyboard?
You can love him, you can hate him. It depends only at you if you like this boy or not! You can read here what is in his heart in order to be informed 
Tom Kaulitz
From all people on the world, the closest person for him is his twin, ten minutes older brother Tom.
From all people on the world, the closest person for him is his twin, ten minutes older brother Tom.
Black color
Between his favorite colors belongs orange and red. But he loves black the most. He is naturally ?dark blond? but like a blond-man we deffinitely can?t imagine him!
Music
Nena, The Rasmus, Green Day, Coldplay, Keane, David Bowie, Gwen Stefani, Pink…
Piercing and tattoo
He has piercing in the left eyebrow and tongue and from tattoos he has logo of Tokio Hotel on the neck and star on his belly.
Food
Pizza and pastas ? Bill can eat this whole day. But he has also weakness for hamburgers and chips! He has always Big Mac and vanilla shake in McDonald. He has luck that we can?t see on him this passion.
Dabing
Together with his famous star ? german singer Nena ? he was for a long time in studiu and did dabing into the animated movie Arthur and the Minimoys.
Sea and beachs
My dreamed holiday? Sun, palms and sea! The best would be enjoy this and live in little house on the beach.
Ice Tea
Bill loves in this moment ice tea. He is annoyed of energy drinks.
Monkeys
His favorite animal is monkey.
Rock Style
Leather jacket, tight jeans a T-shirts with rocks motives. You can see Bill in this style a lot.
Olsen’s Twins
His secret wish is to meet another famous twins ? Olsen?s twins. They are for him really cool and sweet.
Child’s dreams
Like a child he wanted to be a witch or singer. Bad people also says that thanks to Tokio Hotel he has both.
True love
When you will ask Bill on what he really believes, he will answer really romantically… ?On true love!? and did you know, Bill and Tom ever had a first kiss at the age of 10/11, with the same girl, Tom the first had a kiss with that girl, and then Bill . woww (:
Chamomile tea
Brr, you probably say. But for Bill is this tea really important part of his life. It helps him on his vocal chords.
Apples
He loves apples! But not for eating, because he has allergy on them just like on wasps.. But he loves notebooks from Apple and everything else like for example: IPhone, IPod etc. Thanks to iBook he can read e-mails from his fans and listen to music on long ways.
Tom Kaulitz ! - the guitarist naughty talented metrosexual mischievous funny one (:
Has around 70 caps
Bill’s cat has attacked Tom once, cause he throw chips on her,( have you heard about that he also did throw a caps on her)?
He overstate a lot!
He eats all the time
He hates dr.pepper (a drink)
He is very good on skating
He sings very loud while taking a bath
He has broken his arm twice…
He says that if he was “crazy” on money… he’d rather became a formel1 driver or a fotballplayer.
When Bill and Tom were 6 yars old, they took a part in a TV show called ” verruckt nach dir ”
He wrote the song “schwarz”
He wrote the music of “hilf mir fliegen”
He’s fave animal is monkies:D
Bill and Tom had braces.
He hates tight clothes.
He loves parties and drinking.
He thinks that Angelina Jolie is too hot
He admit to not be romantic
Twin brother of Bill Kaulitz, a member of Tokio Hotel.
Was born 10 minutes before his twin brother, Bill.
Is an avid Hip Hop fan. His favorite artist to listen to is German Hip Hop singer Samy Deluxe.
His favorite subject in school was Art.
Received his first guitar when he was 9, by his step-father.
His step-father owns a music school called, “Rock’s Cool”.
Enjoys partying, hip hop, music, girls and graffiti.
Favorite food is pasta.
Favorite drinks are Cola and Strawberry Nesquick.
Owns about 17 guitars.
He has one luggage full of his caps when he is on tour.
Bilingual: English and German.
His most hated subjects at school were Maths and Physics.
Owns a Black Cadillac car.
He and his twin brother do not have middle names.
THE TWIN KAULITZ FEVER ♥
i'm just a big fan of THE TWIN KAULITZ ♥ it's BILL n TOM KAULITZ (:
well, first of all, this is the pic of them:
the first pic, in left position is tom kaulitz and the right position is bill kaulitz, and for the 2nd pic is opposite the first pic. cool and so handsome, isn't it ? ;)
well then because i'm the big fan of'em,*but especially bill* i know the first reaction of people that haven't know bill before, they will asked "is he a girl? or a boy? i thought she's a girl ??" and i must said it no he's not, he is a 100% MAN, NOT GAY, NOT WANNA BE A GIRL. God give him typical face like that, and i like it soooo much ♥ because his make up sometimes makes him looks like a girl. but truly, he's not. he's the vocalist of TOKIO HOTEL band from GERMANY. and tom is the guitarist of tokio hotel. here are tokio hotel pics:
i wanna tell u first about bill and tom biography.
history being successful
Bill and Tom were born in 1 September 1989 in Leipzig, East Germany. Bill born 10 minutes after tom, so he's younger than tom *of course*. His parents, Simone and Jörg Kaulitz, separated when Bill and his brother were seven and eventually his mother began dating again. After being in a relationship with him for 12 years, Simone married Gordon Trümper, a guitarist from the German rock band Fatun, on August 1, 2009. and they were started writing a song at the age of 7th, their school was bad because they only think about music, and they have freedom that different with their friends in the same age. Bill has started to dress goth / emo since 9th years old, also Tom dress like a rapper since the same age. their new father helped the twins to start their own band because he knows bill and tom talent in music such as bill like singing and tom like to playing guitar.
At the age of ten the brothers began performing live in Magdeburg, near their hometown of Loitsche, under the pseudonym Black Question Mark. They played small shows and while their audiences enjoyed them, they were largely unknown. The year Bill and Tom turned twelve, they met Georg Listing (then 14) and Gustav Schäfer (then 13), in the audience of one of their shows. Listing and Schäfer were friends and after the show, having liked what they heard and saw, made an offer to join.
Over time, they were more successful and well known in Germany, even to the other country and had many fans around the world. his first album is :
Tokio Hotel's first English language album, Scream, was released on 4 June 2007 throughout Europe. In Germany, the album was released as Room 483 in order to emphasize the continuity with their last German album Zimmer 483.
songs list:
1. monsoon
2. by your side
3. don't jump
4. 1000 oceans
5. break away
6. final day
7. on the edge
8. ready,set,go !
9. rescue me
10. scream
11. sacred
12. when love is dead
13. forgotten children
14.live every second
15. Durch Den Monsun
then their 2nd album, HUMANOID is the third German studio album and the second English studio album The album was recorded in both German and English with both versions set for a simultaneous worldwide release bearing the same title, Humanoid. The German version of the album was released on October 2, 2009 in Germany and other European countries, while the English version was released in the United States on October 6, 2009.
The first single, "Automatisch" was released on September 18, 2009, and "Automatic" was released on September 22, 2009 in the US.
songs list:
1. automatic
2. noise
3. darkside of the sun
4. hey you
5. humanoid
6. dogs unleashed
7. forever now
8. human connect to human
9. zoom into me
10. love and death
11. pain of love
12. world behind my wall
deluxe edition:
1. phantomrider
2. alien
3. that day
4. screamin
iTunes bonus content:
. down on you
. in your shadow (i can shine)
. attention
for more information, just click: www.tokiohotel.com :)) thx !
okay, now, get into the Bill personality
.REAL NAME is Bill Kaulitz/Trumper, his nickname is Meckie.
.his height is 188 cm *cool!* and his TM is his goth/emo style (dark eyeliner, hair, and dress)
.Was voted "most annoying German in 2006" by the viewers of TV network ProSieben (27 December 2006).
.Trilingual: German, English, and French.
.Favorite musicians are Nena, Green Day, Coldplay, Keane and Placebo.
.likes gothic fashion
.His mother is a freelance tailor.
.Enjoys peppermint tea.
.His first concert he ever attended was Nena.
. favourite food: pasta
. really love his brother, just like bestfriend.
.Had to undergo surgery to remove the cyst in one of his vocal chords. (March 2008).
.One of his favorite television programs is Prison Break.
.His good friend is Andreas, who is also the president of Tokio Hotel's fan club.
.his last five years he through it with status: single.
.believe in love at first sight
.have a really bad time at school, just thinking bout music and have a lot of troubles with all teachers and school members.
.he has 4 tatoos, in his back neck, left arm, under left armpit, and lower abdomen.
. UNFORTUNATELY, bill and tom don't believe in Jesus :( i can say they have no religion. i hope, if there's a miracle for me i can recognize them with Jesus, so they can thanks to God for His blessing til they're success until right now.
his personal quotes:
When Tom and I were young we had many liberties. We could stay up and go out later than kids in our age. But I never misused it. I never came back home drunk and threw up at my mother's feet. - 2005, from an interview for the first biography book about 'Tokio Hotel'
well, first of all, this is the pic of them:
the first pic, in left position is tom kaulitz and the right position is bill kaulitz, and for the 2nd pic is opposite the first pic. cool and so handsome, isn't it ? ;)
well then because i'm the big fan of'em,*but especially bill* i know the first reaction of people that haven't know bill before, they will asked "is he a girl? or a boy? i thought she's a girl ??" and i must said it no he's not, he is a 100% MAN, NOT GAY, NOT WANNA BE A GIRL. God give him typical face like that, and i like it soooo much ♥ because his make up sometimes makes him looks like a girl. but truly, he's not. he's the vocalist of TOKIO HOTEL band from GERMANY. and tom is the guitarist of tokio hotel. here are tokio hotel pics:
i wanna tell u first about bill and tom biography.
history being successful
Bill and Tom were born in 1 September 1989 in Leipzig, East Germany. Bill born 10 minutes after tom, so he's younger than tom *of course*. His parents, Simone and Jörg Kaulitz, separated when Bill and his brother were seven and eventually his mother began dating again. After being in a relationship with him for 12 years, Simone married Gordon Trümper, a guitarist from the German rock band Fatun, on August 1, 2009. and they were started writing a song at the age of 7th, their school was bad because they only think about music, and they have freedom that different with their friends in the same age. Bill has started to dress goth / emo since 9th years old, also Tom dress like a rapper since the same age. their new father helped the twins to start their own band because he knows bill and tom talent in music such as bill like singing and tom like to playing guitar.
At the age of ten the brothers began performing live in Magdeburg, near their hometown of Loitsche, under the pseudonym Black Question Mark. They played small shows and while their audiences enjoyed them, they were largely unknown. The year Bill and Tom turned twelve, they met Georg Listing (then 14) and Gustav Schäfer (then 13), in the audience of one of their shows. Listing and Schäfer were friends and after the show, having liked what they heard and saw, made an offer to join.
Over time, they were more successful and well known in Germany, even to the other country and had many fans around the world. his first album is :
Tokio Hotel's first English language album, Scream, was released on 4 June 2007 throughout Europe. In Germany, the album was released as Room 483 in order to emphasize the continuity with their last German album Zimmer 483.
songs list:
1. monsoon
2. by your side
3. don't jump
4. 1000 oceans
5. break away
6. final day
7. on the edge
8. ready,set,go !
9. rescue me
10. scream
11. sacred
12. when love is dead
13. forgotten children
14.live every second
15. Durch Den Monsun
then their 2nd album, HUMANOID is the third German studio album and the second English studio album The album was recorded in both German and English with both versions set for a simultaneous worldwide release bearing the same title, Humanoid. The German version of the album was released on October 2, 2009 in Germany and other European countries, while the English version was released in the United States on October 6, 2009.
The first single, "Automatisch" was released on September 18, 2009, and "Automatic" was released on September 22, 2009 in the US.
songs list:
1. automatic
2. noise
3. darkside of the sun
4. hey you
5. humanoid
6. dogs unleashed
7. forever now
8. human connect to human
9. zoom into me
10. love and death
11. pain of love
12. world behind my wall
deluxe edition:
1. phantomrider
2. alien
3. that day
4. screamin
iTunes bonus content:
. down on you
. in your shadow (i can shine)
. attention
for more information, just click: www.tokiohotel.com :)) thx !
okay, now, get into the Bill personality
.REAL NAME is Bill Kaulitz/Trumper, his nickname is Meckie.
.his height is 188 cm *cool!* and his TM is his goth/emo style (dark eyeliner, hair, and dress)
.Was voted "most annoying German in 2006" by the viewers of TV network ProSieben (27 December 2006).
.Trilingual: German, English, and French.
.Favorite musicians are Nena, Green Day, Coldplay, Keane and Placebo.
.likes gothic fashion
.His mother is a freelance tailor.
.Enjoys peppermint tea.
.His first concert he ever attended was Nena.
. favourite food: pasta
. really love his brother, just like bestfriend.
.Had to undergo surgery to remove the cyst in one of his vocal chords. (March 2008).
.One of his favorite television programs is Prison Break.
.His good friend is Andreas, who is also the president of Tokio Hotel's fan club.
.his last five years he through it with status: single.
.believe in love at first sight
.have a really bad time at school, just thinking bout music and have a lot of troubles with all teachers and school members.
.he has 4 tatoos, in his back neck, left arm, under left armpit, and lower abdomen.
. UNFORTUNATELY, bill and tom don't believe in Jesus :( i can say they have no religion. i hope, if there's a miracle for me i can recognize them with Jesus, so they can thanks to God for His blessing til they're success until right now.
his personal quotes:
When Tom and I were young we had many liberties. We could stay up and go out later than kids in our age. But I never misused it. I never came back home drunk and threw up at my mother's feet. - 2005, from an interview for the first biography book about 'Tokio Hotel'
If I could do this for the rest of my life, if I could make my living with writing and composing songs - that would be ... the best thing ever.
The first thing I notice about a girl, is her hands. I like girls with nice hands. ... And she must be spontaneous as well.
On love and his ideal girl: I love it when a girl has a great look, nice nails and a beautiful skin. And then, especially, that they are positive and playful. I don't like one night stands. I truly believe in true love, a love that you only find once in a lifetime...if you have the chance. Because I think that many people never find it, which is very sad... I've already met girls, I've already fallen in love. I know what it's like to have a flash for someone and the butterflies on your belly, but I still haven't found love with a big L.
I won't let anyone stand between me and my brother.
I can't - we can't - live without each other. We are always together. We are like one person and like soul mates. We don't have to talk. (about his twin brother)
LOVE YOU BILL KAULITZ XOXO :**** ♥ ♥ SUCCESS FOR YOU AND TOKIO HOTEL, GOD BLESS YOU ALL ! ((:
just a little a expression of my heart
i thought that kotak's song telling my heart condition from their song. here are one of their song that represents my heart, if i could, i wanna sing this song to his heart by telepathy :)
tinggalkan saja-kotak
Bila ku berjumpa kau bikin ku terpesona
Hati ku berkata seperti kau yang ku damba
Benak hati tak bisa menahan lagi
Meski ada yang memiliki
Reff:
Aku tak bisa melihat kau bersamanya
Tapi tak seharusnya dengan dia kau bercinta
Jika kau merasa apa yang telah aku rasa
Kau bilanglah saja kau tak lagi cinta dia
Benak hati tak bisa menahan lagi
Pasti engkau akan ku nanti
Back to Reff
Tinggalkanlah dia lupakanlah saja
Tinggalkan lupakan
Tinggalkanlah dia lupakanlah saja DIA
then.........
he will sing this song to me.......
pelan pelan saja-kotak
tinggalkan saja-kotak
Bila ku berjumpa kau bikin ku terpesona
Hati ku berkata seperti kau yang ku damba
Benak hati tak bisa menahan lagi
Meski ada yang memiliki
Reff:
Aku tak bisa melihat kau bersamanya
Tapi tak seharusnya dengan dia kau bercinta
Jika kau merasa apa yang telah aku rasa
Kau bilanglah saja kau tak lagi cinta dia
Benak hati tak bisa menahan lagi
Pasti engkau akan ku nanti
Back to Reff
Tinggalkanlah dia lupakanlah saja
Tinggalkan lupakan
Tinggalkanlah dia lupakanlah saja DIA
then.........
he will sing this song to me.......
pelan pelan saja-kotak
Ku tahu kamu pasti rasa
apa yang ku rasa
ku tahu cepat atau lambat
kamu kan mengerti
Hati bila dipaksakan
pasti takkan baik
pantasnya kamu mencintai
yang juga cintai dirimu
cuma kamu
reff:
Lepaskanlah ikatanmu dengan aku
biar kamu senang
bila berat melupakan aku
pelan-pelan saja
Tak ada niat menyakiti
inilah hatiku
pantasnya kamu mencintai
yang juga cintai dirimu
cuma kamu
Pelan-pelan saja :(
miley cyrus-G.N.O (girls night out)
best lyric for me right now ! <3 <3
Don't call me
Leave me alone
Not gonna answer my phone
Cuz I don't
No I won't see you
I'm out to have a good time
To get you off of my mind
Cuz I don't
And I won't need you
Send out a 911
We're gonna have some fun
Hey boy, you know
You better run
Cuz it's a girl's night
It's alright without you
I'm gonna stay out
And play out without you
You better hold tight
This girl's night is without you
Let's go
G.N.O.
Let's go
It's a girl's night
I'll dance with somebody new
Won't have to think about you
And who knows
What let go will lead to
You'll hear from everyone
You'll get the 411
Hey boy
You knew this day would come
[CHORUS]
Hey boy
Don't you wish you could have been a good boy
Try to find another girl like me, boy
Feel me when I tell ya
I am fine
And it's time for me to draw the line
Don't call me
Leave me alone
Not gonna answer my phone
Cuz I don't
No I won't see you
I'm out to have a good time
To get you off of my mind
Cuz I don't
And I won't need you
Send out a 911
We're gonna have some fun
Hey boy, you know
You better run
Cuz it's a girl's night
It's alright without you
I'm gonna stay out
And play out without you
You better hold tight
This girl's night is without you
Let's go
G.N.O.
Let's go
It's a girl's night
I'll dance with somebody new
Won't have to think about you
And who knows
What let go will lead to
You'll hear from everyone
You'll get the 411
Hey boy
You knew this day would come
[CHORUS]
Hey boy
Don't you wish you could have been a good boy
Try to find another girl like me, boy
Feel me when I tell ya
I am fine
And it's time for me to draw the line
it's all about BESTFRIENDS (;
without friends, can we get a new experience?
without friends, can we against the world alone?
without friends, can we know what's the meaning of truly friendship ?
because, friends are half of our heart. we can't live without friends :)
true friendship is like an 'eight' number. it's curving, but never ends :)
reasons why bestfriend position is higher than boyfriend/girlfriend.
FRIENDS were made to accompany u. are u remember when u was a kid ? when u get in u'r first school ?
u meet many people that u haven't meet before, then u introduce each other then go to play together, what do u call it ? yes, it FRIENDS :) not boyfriend/girlfriend.
so. when u reach u'r puberty time, u start to know 'like/love the opposite sex' and u going out with him/her, u call it 'dating'. then, i want to invite u to think *imagine that u're in a relationship right now*:
#1. the first time u fall in love with someone, with whom u tell the person that u love ? of course to your friends. parents may be, but mostly teenagers like to tell his/her secret to their bestfriend.
#2. then if u already going out with him/her, to whom u tell a story of your first date ? yes, the answer is your bestfriend again.
#3. when someday you have a little fight with your boyfriend/girlfriend, to whom u share u'r feeling? it's bestfriend again ! maybe u'll tell your feeling till you cryin out loud, but u'r bestfriend still want to hear you, and even giving u some solution for it.
#4. then, when you're in a dating, then u invite u're bestfriend to come, will you share your time with your bestfriend? or with your boyfriend/girlfriend? mostly 'in a relationship teenagers' said: my boyfriend/girlfriend. i want u to imagine if you were in your bestfriend position, what would u feel? maybe u'll think: u just come to me if u need me! do you want to hear that sentence from your bestfriend lips? of course not ! it just can make your relationship between u and u'r bestfriend broken ! so, just fair of it.
#5 when you've broken up with u'r boyfriend/girlfriend, of course you'll feel so bad and sad. to whom you share your feelin with? of course, bestfriend again ! but he/she still want to hear you, still beside you and cheer u up, they'll do everything just to make u laugh/happy :D
so, it's simple. just remember that bestfriend are always beside u whenever u need them, and they're never tired or bored to hear you. but having bestfriends aren't mean that u don't have boyfriend/girlfriend. act normally, having bestfriends and boyfriend/girlfriend too, but keep fair with it, keep you bestfriend position higher than boyfriend/girlfriend position, and remember! boyfriend/girlfriend won't always beside u whenever u need them. just bestfriends do :)
without friends, can we against the world alone?
without friends, can we know what's the meaning of truly friendship ?
because, friends are half of our heart. we can't live without friends :)
true friendship is like an 'eight' number. it's curving, but never ends :)
reasons why bestfriend position is higher than boyfriend/girlfriend.
FRIENDS were made to accompany u. are u remember when u was a kid ? when u get in u'r first school ?
u meet many people that u haven't meet before, then u introduce each other then go to play together, what do u call it ? yes, it FRIENDS :) not boyfriend/girlfriend.
so. when u reach u'r puberty time, u start to know 'like/love the opposite sex' and u going out with him/her, u call it 'dating'. then, i want to invite u to think *imagine that u're in a relationship right now*:
#1. the first time u fall in love with someone, with whom u tell the person that u love ? of course to your friends. parents may be, but mostly teenagers like to tell his/her secret to their bestfriend.
#2. then if u already going out with him/her, to whom u tell a story of your first date ? yes, the answer is your bestfriend again.
#3. when someday you have a little fight with your boyfriend/girlfriend, to whom u share u'r feeling? it's bestfriend again ! maybe u'll tell your feeling till you cryin out loud, but u'r bestfriend still want to hear you, and even giving u some solution for it.
#4. then, when you're in a dating, then u invite u're bestfriend to come, will you share your time with your bestfriend? or with your boyfriend/girlfriend? mostly 'in a relationship teenagers' said: my boyfriend/girlfriend. i want u to imagine if you were in your bestfriend position, what would u feel? maybe u'll think: u just come to me if u need me! do you want to hear that sentence from your bestfriend lips? of course not ! it just can make your relationship between u and u'r bestfriend broken ! so, just fair of it.
#5 when you've broken up with u'r boyfriend/girlfriend, of course you'll feel so bad and sad. to whom you share your feelin with? of course, bestfriend again ! but he/she still want to hear you, still beside you and cheer u up, they'll do everything just to make u laugh/happy :D
so, it's simple. just remember that bestfriend are always beside u whenever u need them, and they're never tired or bored to hear you. but having bestfriends aren't mean that u don't have boyfriend/girlfriend. act normally, having bestfriends and boyfriend/girlfriend too, but keep fair with it, keep you bestfriend position higher than boyfriend/girlfriend position, and remember! boyfriend/girlfriend won't always beside u whenever u need them. just bestfriends do :)
no more him anymore ! ((:
living without him.
Rules for letting go:
#1. forget about wishing star. no more wishing at a star !
#2. erase all memories about him @ u'r brain, computer, handphone, book or anything else.
#3. don't be like a korean drama actor/actress. romantic night sky, world just u and i, hold or hug tightly when feels sad, etc.
#4. don't connect things that associated with him / reminds u about him.
#5. try to think that u're never fallin in love.
#6. enjoying u'r life with everything u have right now, BESTFRIENDS are always beside u whenever u need them.
#7. the most important rules: TRUST IN GOD. He has made his own plan for your life from u were born til u die later, so just through it with smile :)
#8. remember! die one, grow a thousand.
#9. u smile, i smile. you've promise to u'rself that you would still be happy if he's happy, whether it be good or bad for you, but that's the best for him.
#10. let it go from your heart, and prepare to welcoming the new person in your heart ! good luck ♥
my quotation: past is just the past. and what you will face are the future so u don't need to look all things in the past, just take the sweet memories and good things that u can learn from it to prepare your future ;))
Rules for letting go:
#1. forget about wishing star. no more wishing at a star !
#2. erase all memories about him @ u'r brain, computer, handphone, book or anything else.
#3. don't be like a korean drama actor/actress. romantic night sky, world just u and i, hold or hug tightly when feels sad, etc.
#4. don't connect things that associated with him / reminds u about him.
#5. try to think that u're never fallin in love.
#6. enjoying u'r life with everything u have right now, BESTFRIENDS are always beside u whenever u need them.
#7. the most important rules: TRUST IN GOD. He has made his own plan for your life from u were born til u die later, so just through it with smile :)
#8. remember! die one, grow a thousand.
#9. u smile, i smile. you've promise to u'rself that you would still be happy if he's happy, whether it be good or bad for you, but that's the best for him.
#10. let it go from your heart, and prepare to welcoming the new person in your heart ! good luck ♥
my quotation: past is just the past. and what you will face are the future so u don't need to look all things in the past, just take the sweet memories and good things that u can learn from it to prepare your future ;))
teardrops on my guitar-taylor swift
this song represents my love story right now, condition of my heart that losing someone i hopeful with :(
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll be she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without :(
Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night :(
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough for me to break my heart :(
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.
so, the core of this song and the relationship between this song and the condition of my heart is losing someone that i've been waiting for, loving and caring him that he never know, but now he already got someone that he love so i loss him and have to let him go with her even though my heart is difficult to let him and still loving him :((
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll be she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without :(
Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night :(
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough for me to break my heart :(
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.
so, the core of this song and the relationship between this song and the condition of my heart is losing someone that i've been waiting for, loving and caring him that he never know, but now he already got someone that he love so i loss him and have to let him go with her even though my heart is difficult to let him and still loving him :((
since i found you-christian bautista ♥
I Think Of You In Everything That I Do
to Be With You What Ever It Takes I'll Do
cause You My Love, You All My Heart Desires
you've Lighten Up My Life Forever I'm Alive
since I Found You My World Seems So Brand New
you've Show Me The Love I Never Knew
your Presence Is What My Whole Life Through
since I Found You My Life Begin So New
now Who Needs A Dream When There Is You
for All Of My Dreams Came True
since I Found You
your Love Shines Bright
through All The Corners Of My Heart
maybe You Are My Dearest Heart
i Give You All I Have My Heart, My Soul, My Life
my Destiny Is You
forever True... I'm So In Love With You
since I Found You My World Seems So Brand New
you've Show Me The Love I Never Knew
your Presence Is What My Whole Life Through
since I Found You My Life Begin So New
now Who Needs A Dream When There Is You
for All Of My Dreams Came True
since I Found You
my Heart Forever True...
in Love With You.. ♥
to Be With You What Ever It Takes I'll Do
cause You My Love, You All My Heart Desires
you've Lighten Up My Life Forever I'm Alive
since I Found You My World Seems So Brand New
you've Show Me The Love I Never Knew
your Presence Is What My Whole Life Through
since I Found You My Life Begin So New
now Who Needs A Dream When There Is You
for All Of My Dreams Came True
since I Found You
your Love Shines Bright
through All The Corners Of My Heart
maybe You Are My Dearest Heart
i Give You All I Have My Heart, My Soul, My Life
my Destiny Is You
forever True... I'm So In Love With You
since I Found You My World Seems So Brand New
you've Show Me The Love I Never Knew
your Presence Is What My Whole Life Through
since I Found You My Life Begin So New
now Who Needs A Dream When There Is You
for All Of My Dreams Came True
since I Found You
my Heart Forever True...
in Love With You.. ♥
daniel bedingfield-if you're not the one
this lyric represents my heart :(
If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?
I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife? *man nih hrusnya masa wife sih buat gue ==*
I don't know life so far away
But I know that its just a trip
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I'Ve build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side
I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?
I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife? *man nih hrusnya masa wife sih buat gue ==*
I don't know life so far away
But I know that its just a trip
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I'Ve build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side
I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
mr.big- to be with you (':
Hold on little girl
Show me what he's done to you
Stand up little girl
A broken heart can't be that bad
When it's through, it's through
Fate will twist the both of you
So come on baby come on over
Let me be the one to show you
I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you
Build up your confidence
So you can be on top for once
Wake up who cares about
Little boys that talk too much
I've seen it all go down
Your game of love was all rained out
So come on baby, come on over
Let me be the one to hold you
I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you
Why be alone when we can be together baby
You can make my life worthwhile
And I can make you start to smile
When it's through, it's through
Fate will twist the both of you
Come on baby come on over
Let me be the one to show you
I'm the one who wants to be with you!
Deep inside I hope you feel it too!
Waited on a line of greens and blues!
Just to be the next to be with you!
Just to be the next to be with you!
Show me what he's done to you
Stand up little girl
A broken heart can't be that bad
When it's through, it's through
Fate will twist the both of you
So come on baby come on over
Let me be the one to show you
I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you
Build up your confidence
So you can be on top for once
Wake up who cares about
Little boys that talk too much
I've seen it all go down
Your game of love was all rained out
So come on baby, come on over
Let me be the one to hold you
I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you
Why be alone when we can be together baby
You can make my life worthwhile
And I can make you start to smile
When it's through, it's through
Fate will twist the both of you
Come on baby come on over
Let me be the one to show you
I'm the one who wants to be with you!
Deep inside I hope you feel it too!
Waited on a line of greens and blues!
Just to be the next to be with you!
Just to be the next to be with you!
second trip to baleeyy ♥
i had my second trip to bali last week. it's because i'm fulfill my lil cousin req to go there.
i went there at sunday night and arrived at the midnight, but i'm still bought some foods and ate it at the midnight ! that was my first time ate some food called 'nasi pedas' at the midnight. and i slept at 2.30 am.
the next day i went to travel to check the voucher hotel because i had a plan to stay in singaraja and nusa dua. then i went to tiara mall *i've already miss the foods in here* and went to erlangga and krisna to bought some souvenir. at night, we went to subang restaurant, the grill fish are very very delicious, i feel so full ate the full one grill fish ! :D
the next day we went to singaraja *such like puncak* but the way to there is more serpentine than puncak. when i arrived, i watch a dolphin show and it was good:) the dolphin is so smart and i've some photos of that show. but unfortunately it's just a short show and i can't get the best performance of the dolphin *like jump over a circle, etc* then at night, we went to some seafood restaurant, and get back to the hotel.
the third day, iwe went back to denpasar, visit my uncle's office, because the office it's really like a village not a building office and it was so cool there. then back to my uncle's home to packing me and my cousin luggage then go to nusa dua. unsuspected, my dad gave a surprise to us, he already arrived at Bali whereas he said that he will arrived at bali around 7 pm. so we went to nusa dua, take my father and then go to the hotel *novotel*. but when we arrived and checked in, we have a bad news that we are late for check in. actually, we must check in yesterday so we lost aour one night there :(( but that's not making us sad and bad mood, we still have so much fun and laugh till i hard to breathe because of many things :DD
the hotel looks like apartment, it has kitchen *with spoon-fork, plate and cooking equipment* , living room *with dvd player* and good balcony. i stay there for three nights until i went home to jkt. i'm swimmin, and go to some places, ate my grandma made-dishes, and went to some restaurants at night and also watch dvds because my uncle brought his dvds, what a great uncle ! :D
at saturday i must leaving Bali and my cousin, it was so hard and sad but it must be so i'm leaving at 01.30 pm. bye bali, i had so much fun there ;')
i went there at sunday night and arrived at the midnight, but i'm still bought some foods and ate it at the midnight ! that was my first time ate some food called 'nasi pedas' at the midnight. and i slept at 2.30 am.
the next day i went to travel to check the voucher hotel because i had a plan to stay in singaraja and nusa dua. then i went to tiara mall *i've already miss the foods in here* and went to erlangga and krisna to bought some souvenir. at night, we went to subang restaurant, the grill fish are very very delicious, i feel so full ate the full one grill fish ! :D
the next day we went to singaraja *such like puncak* but the way to there is more serpentine than puncak. when i arrived, i watch a dolphin show and it was good:) the dolphin is so smart and i've some photos of that show. but unfortunately it's just a short show and i can't get the best performance of the dolphin *like jump over a circle, etc* then at night, we went to some seafood restaurant, and get back to the hotel.
the third day, iwe went back to denpasar, visit my uncle's office, because the office it's really like a village not a building office and it was so cool there. then back to my uncle's home to packing me and my cousin luggage then go to nusa dua. unsuspected, my dad gave a surprise to us, he already arrived at Bali whereas he said that he will arrived at bali around 7 pm. so we went to nusa dua, take my father and then go to the hotel *novotel*. but when we arrived and checked in, we have a bad news that we are late for check in. actually, we must check in yesterday so we lost aour one night there :(( but that's not making us sad and bad mood, we still have so much fun and laugh till i hard to breathe because of many things :DD
the hotel looks like apartment, it has kitchen *with spoon-fork, plate and cooking equipment* , living room *with dvd player* and good balcony. i stay there for three nights until i went home to jkt. i'm swimmin, and go to some places, ate my grandma made-dishes, and went to some restaurants at night and also watch dvds because my uncle brought his dvds, what a great uncle ! :D
at saturday i must leaving Bali and my cousin, it was so hard and sad but it must be so i'm leaving at 01.30 pm. bye bali, i had so much fun there ;')
