be myself a.k.a be yourself :)

one night, i tried to sleep early in order to charge my energy to stay awake @ the early morning to watch WC germany vs spain. but unfortunately i got insomnia then because of it, many random thoughts come to my mind. i suddenly remembered what subject must i choose @ 2nd high school later. what should i choose, is it science or social ? i know that 2 of them are difficult in it's way, and because of that i feel like "i'm a girl who has no future" because i'm not good at those subject :(

actually, what subject will i choose is constituted by what i want to be when i grow up, and it's automatically affect what i should choose @ college and also high school.
anyway, talking about choosing something, makes my mind remember a proverb: "life is a choice".
no choice, no life.
i often think that someday i wanna be like Miles Davis, a jazz composer or Tokio Hotel, a rock band/rockstar. or maybe the other famous artist or inventor, or famous professor, or a smart person, etc.

but suddenly there's something whispered and reminds me *so poetic* :
"God gives u a life that u have to live it.u are the controller, u are the chooser, and God gives u a chance to choose your path, and also to DO HIS WORDS in your life with every challenge that will strengthen you."

BE YOURSELF.
yap, that two words comes to my mind, those words are so meaningful.
it could mean like this: God gives u a chance to choose your path, your OWN path, He wants you to be yourself not someone's, purely you. so if you got obsessed with someone and u want to be like them, just pick their experience and learn from it. DON'T stare to be just like them, keep believe in yourself, make your life as a 'trendsetter' not as a 'follower'.

just trust in God, follow his clue, and believe in yourself. good luck !

PS: *sorry kalo agak ngelantur. just random thoughts ;)*