senior. high. school :D

heyyaaa my dearest blog, seems like long time i'm not tickling you by typing on your body (?) hahaha jk *actually not funny -___-*
i wanna share maannnnnyyyyy things to you, of course about high school. i had a week for MABIS (masa bimbingan siswa) that's making me like a crazy patient who escape from the mental hospital.
the assignment was we must used a big name tag with rafia rope around our body, and we wrote our name and put a 4R PHOTO with no smile and ears exist. that's really weird, plus we must used bag from the flour sack and we must decorate it. that was the first time i'm become a real crazy person -_____-
we done many activities that tiring, boring, freaking us out, and also fun! after a week of MABIS we even miss the time when we got MABIS, the song, the freak style who called 'salam mabis', and every moment that we had when MABIS. when we heard that we must be a 'crazy person', we feel like what the fck MABIS is, it is really unimportant, its torment us, etc but we learn from MABIS that we can acquainted with other students from different jhs, and you know, there's a student who is really handsomeeee :D but unfortunately he is a 'bandit'. he's smoke, always went home night, friends with the other 'bandit' from my shs. i just proud of him because of his handsome-ness (?) , but i not like him :)
then the real school starts, the very first week i feel sleepy all the time, i think its because of the teacher that bored in teaching, but there's also some teacher who's fun :) then the second week my 'sleepy devil' a bit gone from me.
oh ya i almost forget about my class, i got the X3 class and i'm very luck got that because me, nieke and dev got the same class and you know, the member of X3 class is very" noisy, there's yuda octa thomas, also cio and tony who are always make X3 class crowded and noisy but really" fun :DD
we have a good relationship with the other member of the class *especially the girls*, they're all kind and not arrogant, but there's a student name grace who's a lil bit freak *sorry but that's the fact :(*
we're just two weeks together but we already had a lot of fun together, and we feel like we are the most cohesive class. some teachers said that X3 is the most noisy class. i'm proud of it but we musn't to noisy because we must care of our leader class, octa because if we make too much noise in the class, the leader of the class will call by our home teacher who is mrs.atik and got a warning.
X3 also have a bbm group, that's always noisy too. as we know that X3 is the most noisy class, but not only in the class, outside the school time X3 is still noisy in bbm. wkwkwk ;p
enough about the X3 class, now i wanna talk about the lessons. shs have much more lessons than jhs *of course* , and the lesson is harder than jhs *of course again* especially for the mathematics. it's killing me slowly and the problem is, i NEED a mafia course. REALLY NEED it.
i can't study by myself like i do in jhs because is getting harder and i'm give up. and i think for the biology and physics is almost same like in jhs, and the other lessons like geography, economy ans sosiology is fine. but the teacher who teach history and civics isn't good so its easy to get bored at her lesson. i take a photography for the extracuriculer and i take DANCE for the art lesson hahahaha :DD i try the music class and you know, its so damn boring and the teacher isn't good. so i prefer dance because dance is an enjoyable lesson wkwkwk ;p
the TEACHER- who's good for me is mrs.susi who teach sosiology, mr.frans who teach economy *but sometimes i got bored too at his lesson*, mrs.atik who teach biology *she ever said that on dating we must have a good way dating like in arti sahabat sinetron, hahaha ;p*,and ms.vita who teach english.
i my first two weeks i already got some homeworks and you know the first hw is math who's really hard. and also cfd assignment to make a one week diary, and also mandarin hw. also have a listening test *english*.
i think enough for today because i feel sooo sleepy typing this that makes me oftenly type a wrong letters. so, see you soon with the next episode and new story and experience ! :DD

just about tokio hotel's songs.

i just wanna give some information for u all, because there are some of my friends asking me what's the good song from tokio hotel but it's hard for me to say because i love ALL their songs ;)

so, i give you a clue if you wanna find out some good tokio hotel's songs.

*PS: sorry i'm not included the germany album because i don;'t really know about it*

first, in their album scream:
♥ if you want to hear the mellow rock one, here are the songs:
. rescue me
. don't jump
. on the edge
. forgotten children
. sacred

♥ if you wanna hear the rock one, here are the songs:
. live every second
. monsoon
. 1000 oceans
. love is dead

♥ if you wanna hear the heavy rock one, here are the songs:
. scream
. break away
. ready set go

Second, the humanoid album:

♥ if you want to hear the mellow rock one, here are the songs:
. zoom into me
. world behind my wall
. in your shadow (i can shine)

♥ if you wanna hear the rock one, here are the songs:
. automatic
. that day
. alien
. down on you (bonus track)
. phantomrider
. forever now
. noise

♥ if you wanna hear the heavy rock one, here are the songs:
. darkside of the sun
. dogs unleashed
. humanoid
. human connect to human
. pain of love
. love and death
. hey you

and of course you must hear : tokio hotel feat. kerli - STRANGE OST alice in wonderland :) genre: rock

hope this'll help you to find good tokio hotel's songs, sorry if there's any fault because this is just my opinion.
thank you :)

be myself a.k.a be yourself :)

one night, i tried to sleep early in order to charge my energy to stay awake @ the early morning to watch WC germany vs spain. but unfortunately i got insomnia then because of it, many random thoughts come to my mind. i suddenly remembered what subject must i choose @ 2nd high school later. what should i choose, is it science or social ? i know that 2 of them are difficult in it's way, and because of that i feel like "i'm a girl who has no future" because i'm not good at those subject :(

actually, what subject will i choose is constituted by what i want to be when i grow up, and it's automatically affect what i should choose @ college and also high school.
anyway, talking about choosing something, makes my mind remember a proverb: "life is a choice".
no choice, no life.
i often think that someday i wanna be like Miles Davis, a jazz composer or Tokio Hotel, a rock band/rockstar. or maybe the other famous artist or inventor, or famous professor, or a smart person, etc.

but suddenly there's something whispered and reminds me *so poetic* :
"God gives u a life that u have to live it.u are the controller, u are the chooser, and God gives u a chance to choose your path, and also to DO HIS WORDS in your life with every challenge that will strengthen you."

BE YOURSELF.
yap, that two words comes to my mind, those words are so meaningful.
it could mean like this: God gives u a chance to choose your path, your OWN path, He wants you to be yourself not someone's, purely you. so if you got obsessed with someone and u want to be like them, just pick their experience and learn from it. DON'T stare to be just like them, keep believe in yourself, make your life as a 'trendsetter' not as a 'follower'.

just trust in God, follow his clue, and believe in yourself. good luck !

PS: *sorry kalo agak ngelantur. just random thoughts ;)*