baby, hold my hand
count to ten
break the chain
i’m gonna take you inside my space
baby, don’t be afraid
maybe it’s our fate
just wait and see
i’m going to shout about it
it is you and me against the world
don’t waste our time for tomorrow
with you by my side
i can do anything
you and me against the world
goodbye to all of our sorrow
so let’s just put them aside
put all the worries behind us :))
what a worst condition be a nine grader ): !
bnyak ktinggalan to. musti to susulan. catetan, musti ftokopi mlu plg sklh.
aaah mles dahh. mat tuh ga ad bosennya yah to, seminggu 2x ! zz ==.
yah tp lumayanlah, seengganya ada 2 to gw yg meningkat alias g merah hehe x). tapi yang NYEBELIN nya yah tu si ibu nunung *tdk mnyebutkan nma asli krna tkut trjd konflik yg d tv"* ngsh program pkkny yg msh merah rta" to nya hrus ikut tmbhn mat tiap snen ampe jm stnga 5, dan gw KENA! TT. tp kan curang, to mat gw tuh bolong 2, hrusnya gw ga di masukkin dongg, scra klo gw ikut tuh 2 to, pasti rta" gw ga merah ! *kec nilai gw ancur bgt pas to itu* tp dy g mau ngsh susulan, ktnya blakangan aja ato apalah, shitty ! tau ah, sbel gw . bete . udh gt skrng gw jd sensitif bgt, cpet ngntuk ! jm 6 aja gw dah ngntuk bgt srasa ud mlem bgt. gtw napa. errr ==
sabtu jg bkin bad mood. it destroy my beautiful weekend ! udh pk srgm, plg jm 1, apa coba ! TT .
emg bner" capee jd ank klas 9, bner bgt kta mem paula yg dy blg muntah" deh d sem 2, abs tu nya lbur 2 bln mo ga tdur kek ska" lo HAHA :D
pkkny my wish saat ini tuh ya cmn 1, cpet" LULUS !! :))
aaah mles dahh. mat tuh ga ad bosennya yah to, seminggu 2x ! zz ==.
yah tp lumayanlah, seengganya ada 2 to gw yg meningkat alias g merah hehe x). tapi yang NYEBELIN nya yah tu si ibu nunung *tdk mnyebutkan nma asli krna tkut trjd konflik yg d tv"* ngsh program pkkny yg msh merah rta" to nya hrus ikut tmbhn mat tiap snen ampe jm stnga 5, dan gw KENA! TT. tp kan curang, to mat gw tuh bolong 2, hrusnya gw ga di masukkin dongg, scra klo gw ikut tuh 2 to, pasti rta" gw ga merah ! *kec nilai gw ancur bgt pas to itu* tp dy g mau ngsh susulan, ktnya blakangan aja ato apalah, shitty ! tau ah, sbel gw . bete . udh gt skrng gw jd sensitif bgt, cpet ngntuk ! jm 6 aja gw dah ngntuk bgt srasa ud mlem bgt. gtw napa. errr ==
sabtu jg bkin bad mood. it destroy my beautiful weekend ! udh pk srgm, plg jm 1, apa coba ! TT .
emg bner" capee jd ank klas 9, bner bgt kta mem paula yg dy blg muntah" deh d sem 2, abs tu nya lbur 2 bln mo ga tdur kek ska" lo HAHA :D
pkkny my wish saat ini tuh ya cmn 1, cpet" LULUS !! :))
life @ hospital -,-
uda lama nh ga ngepost blog, ampir seminggu kyknya ==
iya nih gw kena sakit pals, gw kena dbd, gw juga ga nyangka bgt bkal kna. pdhal lg musim sklh ama to kyk gni, berabe abis deh ga masuk semgg, ketinggalan to resmi ama to" yg laen, cat, bta dll nya pusingg dh @@ . jd tuh pertamanya hr jumat kpala gw udah pusing bgt, trs akhirny gw mnum obat sndri trus tdur siang, gw mndingan th. eh tb" bsok paginya gw udah meriang abs gt, kringetan ud kyk org sakao, trs ywda gw jd gamasuk bta hari itu :(
nah pd akhirnya gw memutuskan k dktr dkt rumah, pas dperiksa ktnya sh observasi panas, n gw berpikir ah paling panas bysa, snen jga udh bs msuk, eh trnyta, gw lemes bgt , klo bdiri pusing, hr minggu nya pas mau mandi, gw pingsan d kmar mandi ! wkwk bonyok gw pd panik gt, gra" gw lemes bgt g bs bdri lama". trs kt dktrnya klo panasnya g turun" mpe hr snen, msti cek darah, sypa tw trombositny trun trs ad kemgknan dbd ato ga tifus. tp pas snenny gw msh blm nge cek, msh nyantai", hr selasa, nykp gw mutusin sru gw cek darah aja, n hasilny trombosit gw trun jd 76 rb. pdhal range nrmalnya tuh 140-400rb. ud trun jauh, akhrny gw segera dilarikan ke rs siloam dh. wkwk.
d siloam gw diinfus. cek darah, dkasi obat dll. pas diinfusny sma skali ga brasa, cuman brasa pas diambil drahnya aja. trus akhirnya gw diinapkan d kmar 1005. pas naik di liftnya, gw rsanya udh enegg bgt tp trnyta itu krna efek naiknya lama aja. trus slama d rs, gw bangunny pagi h, tiap pagi udh cek darah, ud ukur tensi ama suhu. suhu bdan gw cpet bgt trunny, jd ga panas lg. tp trombosit trun trus, tp ga sah panik, emng gt symthomsnya . dy trun ampe titik terendah, trus naik lg. trombosit terendah gw 47rb, dan syukurny abs itu naik" trus. yah wlopun pda saat gw nulis blog ini gw yakin trombosit gw msih jauh dbwh normal, tp yg pntg gw ist. hr snen gw g msuk lg nh, krn hrus ambil drah n ada or snen.trus lanjut yaa. d rs sih susternya bae", tp pas mau ganti infus dr tgn kiri k kanan, wuiidihh dahsyat sakitnya, ampe ngis gw, 2x tusuk gagal.. utg yg 3 brhasil, air mata udh kebuang brpa liter tuh (lebay) . nah d skul jg ad yg kna dbd, si tio ama sir panca. awalny tuh gw g tw si tio d rawat dmna, tp gra" suster gohoels (gw panggil kyk gtu soalnya dy mnta add fb n skrng gw lg chat fb ma dy,wkwk) nanya" sklh, umur, dkk gw jd tw trnyta tio itu kmrny cm bda 1 ama gw ! n brtepatan pas itu tio lg ultah, jd gw dtmenein ama sus gahul k kmarnya, n dy jg g nygka bgt gw dteng dgn diiinfus n sma" dbd, mau salaman jg ssh krna infus kt sma" d tgn knan.. wkwk lucu jdnya.. twnya pas sehari sblm plg gt lg, ckck.. dy ud d rs dr hr mgg, n trun naekny trmobosit kt jg sama.. bda" tipis gt, hhe..
pkokny gtlah rasanya, namany jg sakit y ga enak, bosen d kmar trus, mknanya jg ga npsu, nasiny lmbek sgt (bubur bkn nasi bkn), tdur pk infus, mandi n gnti bju ssh, klo kmna" msti bw infus, tiap pg cek darah,gt" lah.. g enk pkokny, jgn mpe skit lg d..
iya nih gw kena sakit pals, gw kena dbd, gw juga ga nyangka bgt bkal kna. pdhal lg musim sklh ama to kyk gni, berabe abis deh ga masuk semgg, ketinggalan to resmi ama to" yg laen, cat, bta dll nya pusingg dh @@ . jd tuh pertamanya hr jumat kpala gw udah pusing bgt, trs akhirny gw mnum obat sndri trus tdur siang, gw mndingan th. eh tb" bsok paginya gw udah meriang abs gt, kringetan ud kyk org sakao, trs ywda gw jd gamasuk bta hari itu :(
nah pd akhirnya gw memutuskan k dktr dkt rumah, pas dperiksa ktnya sh observasi panas, n gw berpikir ah paling panas bysa, snen jga udh bs msuk, eh trnyta, gw lemes bgt , klo bdiri pusing, hr minggu nya pas mau mandi, gw pingsan d kmar mandi ! wkwk bonyok gw pd panik gt, gra" gw lemes bgt g bs bdri lama". trs kt dktrnya klo panasnya g turun" mpe hr snen, msti cek darah, sypa tw trombositny trun trs ad kemgknan dbd ato ga tifus. tp pas snenny gw msh blm nge cek, msh nyantai", hr selasa, nykp gw mutusin sru gw cek darah aja, n hasilny trombosit gw trun jd 76 rb. pdhal range nrmalnya tuh 140-400rb. ud trun jauh, akhrny gw segera dilarikan ke rs siloam dh. wkwk.
d siloam gw diinfus. cek darah, dkasi obat dll. pas diinfusny sma skali ga brasa, cuman brasa pas diambil drahnya aja. trus akhirnya gw diinapkan d kmar 1005. pas naik di liftnya, gw rsanya udh enegg bgt tp trnyta itu krna efek naiknya lama aja. trus slama d rs, gw bangunny pagi h, tiap pagi udh cek darah, ud ukur tensi ama suhu. suhu bdan gw cpet bgt trunny, jd ga panas lg. tp trombosit trun trus, tp ga sah panik, emng gt symthomsnya . dy trun ampe titik terendah, trus naik lg. trombosit terendah gw 47rb, dan syukurny abs itu naik" trus. yah wlopun pda saat gw nulis blog ini gw yakin trombosit gw msih jauh dbwh normal, tp yg pntg gw ist. hr snen gw g msuk lg nh, krn hrus ambil drah n ada or snen.trus lanjut yaa. d rs sih susternya bae", tp pas mau ganti infus dr tgn kiri k kanan, wuiidihh dahsyat sakitnya, ampe ngis gw, 2x tusuk gagal.. utg yg 3 brhasil, air mata udh kebuang brpa liter tuh (lebay) . nah d skul jg ad yg kna dbd, si tio ama sir panca. awalny tuh gw g tw si tio d rawat dmna, tp gra" suster gohoels (gw panggil kyk gtu soalnya dy mnta add fb n skrng gw lg chat fb ma dy,wkwk) nanya" sklh, umur, dkk gw jd tw trnyta tio itu kmrny cm bda 1 ama gw ! n brtepatan pas itu tio lg ultah, jd gw dtmenein ama sus gahul k kmarnya, n dy jg g nygka bgt gw dteng dgn diiinfus n sma" dbd, mau salaman jg ssh krna infus kt sma" d tgn knan.. wkwk lucu jdnya.. twnya pas sehari sblm plg gt lg, ckck.. dy ud d rs dr hr mgg, n trun naekny trmobosit kt jg sama.. bda" tipis gt, hhe..
pkokny gtlah rasanya, namany jg sakit y ga enak, bosen d kmar trus, mknanya jg ga npsu, nasiny lmbek sgt (bubur bkn nasi bkn), tdur pk infus, mandi n gnti bju ssh, klo kmna" msti bw infus, tiap pg cek darah,gt" lah.. g enk pkokny, jgn mpe skit lg d..
new year, all new everything !! :)
hey yaa blog ! it's almost one year that i couldn't care to this blog.
before, i wanna say maerry christmas and happy new year! new year, new spirit, and new skin too haha :D
it's really really difficult to search the unique skin like this, because i wanna remix my blog and change it 100 %.
well, many stories that i wanna share to you but, it'll take a long story so i just tell you the summary of my holiday.
i've spent my holiday with my friends, i went to bandung with my 5 bestfriends, just one night stay, but it was really fun and we have good memories in there. then, at 25th december 2009, I go take the tour to the thailand until shenzhen. in my tour, i found a few friends and it's really a good friends, i love them :) i have so much beautiful memories for myself and also for me and my friends, there was a good experience and also a bad experience, but overall it's really funtastic trip i've ever had ;)
entering the year 2010, i start over my life with a new spirit, new hair too, and new 'school's load'. become a nine graders it's really hard, many assignment and try out that i must done for it, the materials for try out is much, and my physics n math try out gets 'fire' . :((
but this must push me to get a good score for the next try out and get ready to pass the exam. whether it's national exam, or school exam.
something i wanna tell you is my hair. i've changed my hair model in this new year (new year new hair) become, hmmm, a little bit weird i think, and many people said why you don;t keep your hair longer? but i still love my hair because my hair is my crown for me. actually i wanna show you my pic of my hair before and after, but there are something wrong with blogger so it can't appear. yeah, maybe someday :D
okay i think i must end my story, i'll update my blog later with a new kind of story. zai jian ! ;)
before, i wanna say maerry christmas and happy new year! new year, new spirit, and new skin too haha :D
it's really really difficult to search the unique skin like this, because i wanna remix my blog and change it 100 %.
well, many stories that i wanna share to you but, it'll take a long story so i just tell you the summary of my holiday.
i've spent my holiday with my friends, i went to bandung with my 5 bestfriends, just one night stay, but it was really fun and we have good memories in there. then, at 25th december 2009, I go take the tour to the thailand until shenzhen. in my tour, i found a few friends and it's really a good friends, i love them :) i have so much beautiful memories for myself and also for me and my friends, there was a good experience and also a bad experience, but overall it's really funtastic trip i've ever had ;)
entering the year 2010, i start over my life with a new spirit, new hair too, and new 'school's load'. become a nine graders it's really hard, many assignment and try out that i must done for it, the materials for try out is much, and my physics n math try out gets 'fire' . :((
but this must push me to get a good score for the next try out and get ready to pass the exam. whether it's national exam, or school exam.
something i wanna tell you is my hair. i've changed my hair model in this new year (new year new hair) become, hmmm, a little bit weird i think, and many people said why you don;t keep your hair longer? but i still love my hair because my hair is my crown for me. actually i wanna show you my pic of my hair before and after, but there are something wrong with blogger so it can't appear. yeah, maybe someday :D
okay i think i must end my story, i'll update my blog later with a new kind of story. zai jian ! ;)
condition after the 'killing week' n dream .
YEAHH !! :D akhirny killing week di bulan ni berkahir jg, setelah gw stress blajar" mpe gw jd gila n sakit, akhirnya berlalu jg tuh tes" ituu . gila aj, bio bhannya dr klas 7 bnyak kyk gtu. pkn, blgny bhannya dr klas 7, eh trnyata yg kluar cm klas 9 doank. tai ! grrrr ><>
okeh slama killing week ini gw masih sempet"nya mimpiin si 'singkong' :) . ini tuh mimpi ke 8 klo ga slah, wkwk.
jd tuh mimpinya gini, lg kyk maen games gtu, smua cowok" disuruh nembak cewe" gtu, tp kyk maen" gtu. truss tuh sblm itu dy tuh kyk meluk gw gtu, wkwk *agk ccad sih tp lumayan lah indah jg* trus kan disuruh bergiliran yg nembak" itu, gw pkir yg dpet giliran ditmbak si singkong tuh yg dsblah kiri gw, eh trnyata yg dpet gw trs yah dy kyk ngomong" apa gtu ga jlas *gw lupa* tp dy kyk ga nmbak gtu. klo ga slah nih, tanagn gw smpet dipgang gtu wkwkwkw :DD
sbnernya ada sih mimpiin dy lg cmn ga trlalu pnting lah, cm ada dy doank gtu, ga trlalu fokus hehe . :))
okeh slama killing week ini gw masih sempet"nya mimpiin si 'singkong' :) . ini tuh mimpi ke 8 klo ga slah, wkwk.
jd tuh mimpinya gini, lg kyk maen games gtu, smua cowok" disuruh nembak cewe" gtu, tp kyk maen" gtu. truss tuh sblm itu dy tuh kyk meluk gw gtu, wkwk *agk ccad sih tp lumayan lah indah jg* trus kan disuruh bergiliran yg nembak" itu, gw pkir yg dpet giliran ditmbak si singkong tuh yg dsblah kiri gw, eh trnyata yg dpet gw trs yah dy kyk ngomong" apa gtu ga jlas *gw lupa* tp dy kyk ga nmbak gtu. klo ga slah nih, tanagn gw smpet dipgang gtu wkwkwkw :DD
sbnernya ada sih mimpiin dy lg cmn ga trlalu pnting lah, cm ada dy doank gtu, ga trlalu fokus hehe . :))
7th dream about him . :)
last 2 nights, i dreamed about him for the 7th times. and i will make a record that i dreamin bout him 10th times. wkwkwkwk :D
jd crtanya bgni . gw lg d kelas gt, kyk d ruang kimia, gw dduk sndri di paling blakang pojok kanan. trs dpan gw ad cewe 2, dpannya lg *piip*, dy kyk dduk sndri plng dpan gt. jd pas itu kyk lg pljaran mat, gurunya baru cowo gtu tmpangnya betein nmanya pak bambang klo ga slah wkwk *ccad bgt mimpi gw* nah trs pas ngajar hpnya dya bunyi lagu papa rock n roll tp kyk d remix lbh rock gtu, trs si *piip* nengok k gw smbil ngasih tunjuk papan nama yg dihias" tulisannya "alay", mksdnya tuh lagu papa rock n roll yg d remix alay gtu, tp pk papan nama gtu ada papan nama . trs dy kyk ngeliat k gw lg trus gw blng k dy iyaa tuh alay gtu. wkkwkwkw :D
mimpi gw yg singkat tapi bermakna, yg pnting ada si *piip* wkwkkw .
jd crtanya bgni . gw lg d kelas gt, kyk d ruang kimia, gw dduk sndri di paling blakang pojok kanan. trs dpan gw ad cewe 2, dpannya lg *piip*, dy kyk dduk sndri plng dpan gt. jd pas itu kyk lg pljaran mat, gurunya baru cowo gtu tmpangnya betein nmanya pak bambang klo ga slah wkwk *ccad bgt mimpi gw* nah trs pas ngajar hpnya dya bunyi lagu papa rock n roll tp kyk d remix lbh rock gtu, trs si *piip* nengok k gw smbil ngasih tunjuk papan nama yg dihias" tulisannya "alay", mksdnya tuh lagu papa rock n roll yg d remix alay gtu, tp pk papan nama gtu ada papan nama . trs dy kyk ngeliat k gw lg trus gw blng k dy iyaa tuh alay gtu. wkkwkwkw :D
mimpi gw yg singkat tapi bermakna, yg pnting ada si *piip* wkwkkw .
akankah khayalan menjadi nyataa ?
heran deh. kadang" gw tuh kbanyakan menghayal, ato ga mimpi dlm tidur. tp kadang" gw mikir, buat apa coba gw menghayal" gag jlas, sdangkan itu gag mgk terjadi . cuma buat buang waktu aja, mending gw belajar *ciehh*
mimpi juga, knpa gw bs mimpiin dya, tp mimpi ituh cuma kyk angin numpang lewat aja, gag bs ngasih pertanda baik apa, ato bahkan bs jadi knyataan *tp mimpi yg bgus ja yehh wkwk*
kmrn ni, my BFFAEUWD (best friend 4ever and ever until we die) mimpiin gw n si *piip*.
jd tuh mimpinya, dy tuh kyk lg ada d sbuah resto ato apalah gtu, trus ad pianonya, trs ad gw n *piip* yg ngajarin gw piano, jd tuh gw lg diajarin piano gt ama *piip* mpe dipegang" tangan gw, mpe dielus dgn lembutnyaahh gtu smpe ktnya bf gw itu dduk d sblah gw n goncang"in gw, tp gw ttep asik diajarin piano ama *piip* . wkwkwk
sbnenrnyaah tuh mimpi tebalik, yg bisa maen piano kan gw bkan dy, tp npa dy yg ngajarinn? wkwkwk, gppalah mimpinya bagus nee, wkwk. coba tuh mimpi bs jd knyataan, seru x yah, awkawk !
mimpi juga, knpa gw bs mimpiin dya, tp mimpi ituh cuma kyk angin numpang lewat aja, gag bs ngasih pertanda baik apa, ato bahkan bs jadi knyataan *tp mimpi yg bgus ja yehh wkwk*
kmrn ni, my BFFAEUWD (best friend 4ever and ever until we die) mimpiin gw n si *piip*.
jd tuh mimpinya, dy tuh kyk lg ada d sbuah resto ato apalah gtu, trus ad pianonya, trs ad gw n *piip* yg ngajarin gw piano, jd tuh gw lg diajarin piano gt ama *piip* mpe dipegang" tangan gw, mpe dielus dgn lembutnyaahh gtu smpe ktnya bf gw itu dduk d sblah gw n goncang"in gw, tp gw ttep asik diajarin piano ama *piip* . wkwkwk
sbnenrnyaah tuh mimpi tebalik, yg bisa maen piano kan gw bkan dy, tp npa dy yg ngajarinn? wkwkwk, gppalah mimpinya bagus nee, wkwk. coba tuh mimpi bs jd knyataan, seru x yah, awkawk !
